Felt too lost; my vision gotten blurred that I cannot see things clearly; my judgement gotten dulled that no longer sharpened observations possible; and my sense of responsibility gotten numbed that no longer feel guilty even if seeing things falling apart right in front of my eyes. Over the weekend, suddenly my life has loosened from a usual grip of sense of duty, responsiblity, and morality that had ruled it for a long time. Guess last few weeks, I was just too busy and occupied even to realize what status I was in; but finally a sense of reality stroke me last night; I was too lost and am about to lose what really matters in life; for this I thank.
I need to stop and think; and I will.
